Do I wanna live?

I want to live several lives in a heartbeat.

and hold a thousand heartbeats for several time.

My mind creates endless times,

countless realities,

versions of my life that keep multiplying.

There’s little time,

yet the struggle never sleeps.

I grow in the winds,

I quicken my pace, walking

Running,

hoping that time

will finally be on my side.

I hope life will stand beside my reason.

Desires that never fade,

doubts that haunt me,

choices crowding in…

and the elusive precision

of one clear, perfect decision.