
Men rushing the frontlines killing for hate
Leaving the warmth mother served on a plate
Take orders from an Uncle as he preaches false hope
A dream in the pits of a fire too roaring to poke
To question the conscious, will cause riots and smoke
Fight for whatever rights you say they revoked
A word is a word and the law is a joke
Women at home wanting more than a frame
Of whom their fathers had spoken of
For whom their mothers made graves
Pray at your stone, your pulpit, or bench
No matter your tears this god will not be quenched
No matter your performance, or act, or song
This god leaves you yearning for where you belong
You hunger in streets where your father was weak
To live you must trudge through your own murky creek
Forget all the secrets you said you would keep
Live by your own rules, and own voice, and speech
But ideas wont fall too far from the tree
Whose roots are all rotten
Ripped apart at their seams
Searching for water
To nurture their needs
Dried up is the well when requesting for water
Flowing and vibrant if you obey your father
Life is circumstantial, regarded at best, as a simple attraction to what's underdressed
Your life is a speck on the lens of this god
Beg for respect 6 ft under the sod
You gave up a check just to be checked upon
You paid for a fence although your neighbor has one
You hold your regrets like a film to exposure
Hide under light though it makes you look older
Mold on the bread, mankind to the earth
To look past this now would be a new virgin birth
The same control you fight, that left you cold on some nights
Pure kerosene trails to a bomb on ignite
You hold what you want and the rest is your guest
For whom you stay vacant, and open and dressed.
Pleasantries passed, like a pig 'round the table
Im sick of pretending we arent Cain and Abel
Murder for prospect, or hunger, or need
To me it's the same greed, and death is the steed
To take you away from the hell they call earth
To save you from what your mother gave birth
A wretched distraction from beauty and worth
Not of the living, but of yourself and your curse
Would it be so tragic if death held your purse?
Can't take your possessions when they close the hearse
Still screaming, repeating the same broken verse
About all the things you've forsaken on earth
Take what you offer and pay nothing back
Lies on the news, claiming they know the facts
They move our attention no matter how black.
And then wonder why we choose to attack
Im sick of perversion and bitter mouthed lies about all the changes preached from other wolves in disguise
Your words will not fool me for blood cannot lie
I've tasted Motherearth and fed from her thighs
I've seen all her failures, and the truth in her eyes
Religion was set but with half effort tries
Like someone made earth just to watch from the skies
All the blood she soaked up from a man and his rage
In religion's false teaching with war on the same page
Go back on your word like returning a tape
Now someone else watched as you tried to escape
Sick of the same shit that he saw last week
Existence is a pest, that's scurried and meek
God strokes his ego in vain masturbation
As the choir sang out in mass adoration
God gave us instincts but expects our repress
He forced us to sin just to hear us confess
You're a test to him, on creation he tries
Like a kid on an anthill, the power abides
In all knowing control of the lives he provides
He refrains to do what is easy and vain
Crush the world he's hovered his foot over with strain
This speck of a life is just a split second frame
No matter how I live I'm only a name
Just as you, just as them, and who you think high
Strutting holy confidence with death in their stride
Make your life about all that you follow
Or you will end up another tree with a hollow
A shell no one loves, no comfort in wallow
A mere something more that mankind could swallow
To forget this now would be an utter remembrance
Of watching Egypt die alone paying severance
To some higher Son just as we do still
To deny this now would be an unholy will
How much can we see when our vision is need
How many lives pay the loan on a soul bred in greed
Flick up the safety, pull back the hammer
Aim at the ones lost in blinding enamour
As the world sets ablaze, make news of the glamour
Force feed pretention, and secular clamor
Please leave your spoon at the dinner table
Your past should never make you feel unable
Bring what you have like hay to a stable
Make your story yours, nonfiction or fable
Remember you still owe the dues
On the credit your past misused
See if they'll cry when you die cold and abused
About the Creator
Ellis Esco
I am a writer. A vessel of whispers caught in between life and the eternal.


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