diagnoses

bipolar 1 is the diagnoses,

which can be life changing.

hearing voices,

and being paranoid.

That is how it all started at age 15

is when I got diagnosed.

Changed my life forever,

by scaring my counselor.

Made her pray that is all,

I could do when

I felt this way.

Timber Lawn a mental institution,

went for who knows how long.

meds after meds,

until they got it right.

Feeling like colors fading into gray,

which made me feel even worse.

Making it through as hard as it was,

I made my life with two kids.

Who make life interesting,

And show me the meaning of true colors.