DEPRESSION You Wanna ANXIETY but What if You Do ME but I'm Not Gonna Let You Make Me Kill Myself

DEPRESSION you wanna ANXIETY but what if you do ME but I'm not gonna let you make me kill myself

I say this to myself every day living with mental illnesses is not easy and it's not a joke.

I hate when people say just think Positive you think I don't try to I try everyday I try to see the glass half full

but I see half empty every time and yes I hold it and it gets so heavy to the point that I can't bear it anymore.

but I pick myself try try again everyday is a battle I'm smiling but I'm screaming inside my head,I'm laughing, but I'm crying inside.

They Are My Life

So I dry my tears and I remind myself to look at my children to keep myself going

I can't but how beautiful

The invitation was to let it end

With one swipe

Yes there would be pain but

That's that

But I couldn't bring myself to do it

When I saw their faces

But what about them

I can't leave them behind

They are so sweet so Precious

They did not ask for this

At all

For them

I will thrive

For them

I will prevail

For them

I will fight

For there is nothing I won't do for them

They are my everything

They are my life.