Depression

Depression sucks.

It causes you to want to reach out but not to bother.

You feel like you know you can say I plan on doing

Or I feel like this

But then you feel like it will bother others

They have their own lives

People have shown you that it does not matter

Would reaching out help yes

Will you lose them probably not?

But you still feel like it will happen

So why take the chance

Why risk the potential friendship

This is temporary you can do this alone

You have done this alone.

Every time weakness is shown you lose them

It does not matter who.

It happens every time so it better to stay quiet

Alone when you are weak, so you are not alone always