Dear best friend

Dear best friend,

My heart hurts thinking of your melancholy tears last night for Z. I am giving you a big hug and I am so sorry for your pain. It feels like a loss in a way but I feel like your grief is such a deep feeling. I hope you will heal and get that deep sense of healing soon. I always hope you get a catharsis and a real resolution with Z too. I want you to be happy !

I woke up with a migraine again. Fighting with the sad raven last night. I keep breaking up with them but they can’t handle it. The date of my move is happening whether they can handle it or not. I am trying to rest now and they are trying to get me to feel bad for their tears. Of course I feel bad, but they’ve hurt me too much. Too much abuse over the last 14 years and what do they expect?

I love coffee very much but I can’t drink it when I have a migraine. I feel too nauseous.

I love your words on coffee! You made me smile. Especially about the Michael Scott reference 🤣

I get what you’re saying about the characters wanting certain things before there supposed to happen. The implied sex scenes. The actual sex scenes. They are supposed to come later. Even the first kiss! Ugh. It’s hard. I did that John and Edward. I am sure you recall! Lol

It’s clever that you alter it into a fantasy. That is a good way to keep it under wraps until it happens. I know you are adept and talented enough to keep it flowing smoothly and well toned for the characters. You got this girl!

I am very happy and excited as well to talk to you on the phone soon and I can’t wait 💓♥️ Hugs 🤗

Love,

Melissa