Dear best friend

Dear best friend,

😂 sorry for the vampire picture! 😆 I can’t help it! I picture that sexy blonde man/angel killing vampires and I was day dreaming 😴💞🤔😂♥️

I Love Aditi and Quinn & Bec sooo much💞I miss them!!

Ohh that is just awesome 🤩 your story I mean 🥰

Anyway, I’m done fangirling… for now.

I understand exactly what you mean by starting up a scene in my head and planning it, but then my damn characters change it! Ahhhh! Lol but, usually I am ok by the end. I let it go, and I’m like, whateves boo, you do you🧐

That’s mainly for John, lol but for everyone.

It’s hard to keep track of everyone, most of the time. It’s like Game of Thrones, I don’t know how George RR Martins doesn’t rip his hair out from how many people he has to keep track of! He is infamous for not finishing his books. I wonder why! It’s hard to keep track of that many people and that much of a huge world!

I have never gotten advice from my characters. Lol not yet anyway😅 but if I do I’ll let you know first. I might be going 😝 crazy 😝

And I do get the same feeling of withholding joy or happiness(like coffee or just relaxing) from myself (as I see it)or even just getting up. I feel such a malaise and an overall feeling of dysphoria, especially during summer as you know… but it is good to know you are so loved and cared about. God loves you and so so many people. It’s good to get up and keep going, my dear. It really is. Hey, so I’ll be moving soon (by myself). So you still have my number? I want you to be able to call me when I’m settled.

Anyways I hope you get to relax today and watch something that’ll help you chill! Talk to ya soon 💓

Love,

Melissa