"Days in numbness."

Days drift by, blurred and strange,
Bound by weight, unable to change.
Emotions blurred, thoughts unclear,
Life feels heavy, time insincere.

False fronts fade, truth cuts deep,
A world that drains, calling for sleep.
Longing to flee, to something pure,
Seeking God’s peace, tranquil and sure.

I yearn to feel, yet numbness remains,
Eyes wet with tears, held in chains.
Lost in this fire, this hidden pain,
Burning through days I can’t explain.
These hardest days, beyond what’s known,
When my own heart feels cold, alone.