Daydreaming

I keep walking aimlessly

Life goes on, the days go by, and I don't really know where I'm going

I know that I try to be faithful to my desires, those inexplicable ones, you know?

Those desires that are born in my gut, in the core of my being

Impulses shown by intuition, without reason, conscious or not

I feel trapped in an endless nightmare

Since I was born

In a body that doesn't belong to me

In a family that never understood me

In relationships that I never fit in

In groups that never see me completely

Because I never really knew who I am

I don't feel like I live in my own skin

I don't feel like I breathe the air that enters my lungs

Sometimes I only feel the pain

That lives in the soul

That pulses inside this body too

It's the only thing in common that we share