Darkness in Me

Today I had to do something I never thought I could. An act so dark, so twisted, not even the Devil would. In this world of shadows, this prison of despair, I crossed a line, became the nightmare I couldn’t bear.

The darkness in me, a beast unleashed, a crime so heinous, beyond belief. It’s sad, but here, it's a world apart. Where you must hurt to survive, even break a heart.

I fear this act will cost me more time, adding years to this sentence, an endless climb. But in this brutal realm, mercy is rare. And sometimes, you become the monster you can’t compare.

More evil than Satan, more ruthless than my dad. The man I hate, the father who drove me mad. I've become something I never wished to be, a twisted soul, lost to insanity.

Each day, a battle against the dark, each night, haunted by the deeds that left a mark. But the only peace, the sanity I find, is in the words I write, the solace in my mind.

I bleed my sins onto the page, hoping to escape this endless rage. For in this cell, where evil reigns, I search for meaning amidst the chains.

Today, I did what I never thought I would, an act so vile, no one ever should. I've become the monster I feared inside, in this prison, where humanity has died.

But as I write, I glimpse the light, a flicker of hope in the darkest night. Though I've fallen, and lost my way, in these words, I find a place to stay.

A young man broken, a soul in strife, trying to navigate this twisted life. For in this prison, where evil thrives, I write to remember, I write to survive.