Dark Grip

As I continue living out the days of my life and having to deal with random

people trying to knock me down during my journey to the top , I have

discovered the true feelings of someone close to me , but during this

discovery i have also unfortunately come across these random emotions of

hatred, darkness & sometimes even depression and it is these feelings that

when combined result in the darkest , cruelest feeling imaginable , and the

price that is being paid for that emotion is the feeling that the person closest

to me is being pushed away. Plus , there's also just the constant occurrence

of no matter how close i tend to get to the ones i care about most, I am

penalized for another's mistakes...Which only tend to make the darkness

that i try so hard to keep at bay even stronger.