"Dark anticipations that crowd upon me"

Nobody can hear a scream in the vacuum of space are or so they say, nobody can recognize their scream so they're shadows or what we do in the dark who do you see in the dark thoughts ideas or channeling it's too far from our home place I've reconducting since I could remember in this Galaxy there's no time no care no love just space darkness in the sky earth is so far away now so far away from my thoughts are dreams nightmares what we see in the dark is our only reality now or is it still just a matrix of nothing my mother prepared us for this transformation grandmother stories always brought tears to our eyes we know before she went to the 5th dimension her great purpose for us were all peace and survival strives unity and love lie no more but only to our own pain our own realities our own existence figures of your own imagination you love and that we were strong enough to believe what and who is seen in the dark that's how you work since I was 13 years old I was scared the first very time that I have recently jumped in my body and really realized my soul was the deepest part of this universe floating above my shell of a body trying to find something to grab something to pace myself with to pace myself for the unknown my first outlet body experience did one great thing for me for my life in all that I had prepare me for the bigges.t