Contemplating... Part I

I always imagined myself laying across the couch having an amazing time reading another self help book; because, those have gotten me through my trying times ok!! Sipping delicate Vanilla Comoro from Harney's and Sons. I love some hot tea with a splash of oat milk. Hmmmmm! Every morning, before the sun rises I put on a pot to boil, prepare my cup and patiently wait. Throw on a little meditation audio and just lay there. Its a routine or whatevea they said.

Sitting on the couch gazing out the window looking at the blue clouds, what did I do to deserve such a fine moment of peace? Instead of being stuck in this rut of an experience, I always try to see the good in all things. Feeling so out of place but appreciating the different cultures, and the rah rah of individuals. What an experience. Madelyn is all in her tablet in a bubble cutting off the outside world. Babies crying, mama arguing, what in the world has America come to, but we're all in the same boat for the most part.

Not for long I hope because I am manifesting my way out of poverty. Stories on top of stories. Experiences like no other. Lord I need to keep my impulses in control. Scrambling eggs, a dash of salt, and a sprinkle of turmeric. Listening to Jodeci, getting prepared for the next chapter of my "Contemplating" series. Summer evenings on the balcony with a touch of Rose and here comes Madelyn to play.

Cruising down the interstate bumping some Cardi B and throwing our "Hands in the Air" like Timbaland . Letting the wind blow against our skin and headed wherever we feel because freedom is the best feeling. In tune with the divine always trying to catch those angel numbers. My dreams to become a world renowned author, psychic healer, Savannah Renee.