Consumed

Consumed

where to start,

seems an impossible task.

I got angry,

Events past and present

I got angry,

sad tears.

hurt feelings, let down,

betrayed, traded,

used,

all came to mind,

this whole situation is just so incredibly painful.

Reaching out, only to be ignored intentionally.

Oh my, the escalation

livid.

The hurt, the sad, the pain was just seeping through

all the despicable things I wanted to say.

I wanted to crush his soul.

I wanted to stomp on that ice heart

escalating so quick,

intense crying,

talking and thinking

vile thoughts.

I could have easily lost complete control, had I been face to face.

scary.

My eyes burn.

My heart hurts my soul ripped apart.

Want him to feel the intensity

I hold my words,

once the hurtful, crushing , spiteful

words leave my lips in anger i can not take back.

A curtosy not extended to me