Confession#1

Each day I tell you that “I love you”

But deep down I don’t know how to love you.

I’ve been fighting with myself

Spiritually mentally and emotionally

Trying to better myself

So I can love you properly.

I’m not afraid to admit

That my actions doesn’t align with my words

I’m not afraid to admit that I have taken you for granted

I have lied to you

Disrespected you

when all along you were helping me to better myself.

I was caught up in the worldly things

That I lost focus on the most valuable prize that is in front of me

I realize that you were the one that I need

But I was so blind and acted foolishly

That I could not see it.

Because of you I had to make a change

Cause I refused to lose you because of my selfish ways

I opened my eyes, mind and heart

And began to work towards a better me.

I am a better me for you.