Condemned Evil!!
Working through the hurtful habits, I myself made!

When your condemned for what uniquely comes from your inside; Casually you struggle to push all the evil aside.
Resentments start to boil fiercely out; Angered by the negativity that makes you foolishly shout!
Truthfully you try to make a new start; Not hiding or pretending what comes from your inner heart!
Soulessly pushing the trauma you've longed to hide; When the non sensible rules hurt to abide!
Burning the demons into that uncontrollable fire; Rising from those ashes, knowing it's the past you intend to retire!
Straining words that come out powerful and loud; Looking to the beauty in each visionary cloud!
Real friends share luck in all the glory of love; Untaming all spiritual beliefs from above!
Attacked from every direction of all the wrongs of the past; knowing in this moment any cravings won't last!
Presently controlling emotions you sometimes cannot maintain; Security fiercely becomes hard to entertain!
Now closing in on the treasured goals of each new day; The importance of it all becomes more clear to the right things I strain to say!
Not letting the addiction win that has been caging me in for more than a decade; Working through the hurtful habits, I myself made!
Memories from the captivity of my inner child finally speak out! Realizing these are the real truths that show what I am uniquely about!
About the Creator
Christina Green
I am a bipolar mother of 3 beautiful children who struggles with addiction. I am beautiful, wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy,shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed, and tired.
Insanity to others, to me, it is Reality!



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