Concerned around one ..

Concerned around one -

Living life..

I find myself continually fighting fate ..

Where do I rate ?

Unable to learn from mistakes ..

Why ?

You see..

I still pretend that this is the way it has to be this way ..

You found strength ..

I felt your distance ..

I never knew myself ..

So you got yourself another ..

Bits and pieces make sense ..

Things that were supposed to happen never came to be ..

you came to me ..

I was present ..

Never really here ..

You found the strength ..

I felt your distance ..

Oblivious as I tend to be ..

All my accounts have been stricken ..

Burned up are the records of us ..

Fantasies confuse dreams with reality ..

Did this all happen again ..

What ever became of you and me ..

You found the strength ..

I felt your distance ..

What we had was my invitation to pain ..

You found me ..

I never had myself ..

Hated to lose you ..

I knew I could never keep anything ..

As clean as it starts ..

Your actions made it dirty ..

How did you see me ..

You found the strength..

I felt your distance ..

I took the taste ..

Never fully attached ..

I did love you ..

I don’t know how to love myself ..

You made it easy to see my reflection killed so many things that were supposed to be ment for me ..

You found the strength..

I felt your distance ..

I feel I fall to those who fall in me ..

I never charm what I truly seek ..

Why do I try ..

Tell me what you think ..

Seeking strength to find myself ..

If you feel this distance I’m only concerned around one now ..

Keep your strength ..