Cleaning Out my Closet

I need to get rid of some the clothes in my closet

They could never fit

Don't know why they were in there hiding

Some from years ago

When I was so young

And internalized

Some from can't saying no

They were dumped on me

And that was the beginning

Of this cluttered room

Of my cluttered heart

Of my cluttered soul

My soul can't sing

Dreams can breathe

Motivation doesn't grow

Paper's more precious than clothes

Can't bring myself to dispose

Where do I even begin?

With all the clothes or the clutter?

And even if I finish

Will I find the me

I want to be

At the very end

Of this situation?

Or will it all go back to hell

In seconds?