
When you smoke,
do you smoke to die?
I always do.
I drink to die.
I snorted to die.
But I can’t.
So why would I stop
just cigarettes?
To my body’s wellness debt,
I paid off most of it.
My skin still looks like shit
but I’m working on it.
Just like I’m working on myself
but that party girl
still follows me around.
So I run away from her
like a bat out of hell with
a cigarette in my hand
and I blow her away.
Trying to forgive me
who still lives here.
So if a Dr. Pepper
and a cigarette
make me alright?
I’ll smoke 'til I float
and I’ll live to die.
About the Creator
Becka
25-year-old pisces, sober alcoholic/addict, bipolar, adhd, model/actress & mother to a sweet angel dog & owner of a beat-to-shit Honda Civic & Vancouver, Canada dweller



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