Choices

Mind all over the place

Stressing out myself thinking of a bunch of ways

How can I decide what’s right, which risk to take

For the betterment of my mental health and the sake of all involved,

Standing up for yourself is necessary to contrary

Whose fault is it, but I’m all about balance, aren’t we adults?!

Asking god for guidance on the decision that needs to be made

Trusting the highest one involved to guide you through the way

It isn’t easy no one should have to struggle

Cause your egos in the way and theirs a human being that is here to stay

Finding the courage to gain the self confidence

Mocking divorces like that’s typical shit

All this third party foolishness playing devils advocate

Lack of communication, no one’s listening

No accountability got these single mothers out here struggling

Deciding which hard is the right one

Having to risk the savings to increase the income

Selling the food stamps to double the cash

Opening up businesses, time and energy, grinding hard with the children.

Discussing finances to break curses no doubling back.