Chaotic Heart
A love so messy it can only be chaotic to your life.
Protesting love for you.
Not wanting my heart broken
once again.
Falls on deaf ears,
knowing no truth
is behind the words.
Each day is loss
on the love I feel.
Pain that comes
of you never knowing
the effect you have on me.
Loving you causing
nothing but hurt.
Turning and twisting
down the path of destruction.
You are at the end,
but also at the beginning.
Losing all sense of control
of my emotions
and my heart.
Nothing but chaos
fills up my days.
Leading a life
of fantasy with you
is all I can manage.
A place where I can
call you my own.
Questioning the purpose
you coming into my life
in the first place.
If all it was meant to be
in my head
and buried in my heart.
Author's note: The prompt for this poem was a messy love. For the poem, I wrote about a love that can only exist in a fantasy world and is nothing but torture for the one in love.
About the Creator
Christine Antosca
I am a freelance writer who writes novels as a ghostwriter. I am also a poet. I love to read. Writing poetry is my passion because I really can put my emotions into words when I’m writing poems.
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