Chaos

The deepest wounds and greatest fears,

Are where the answers lie my dear.

The darkest hells and the horrific days,

Were all paving and lighting the way.

A brilliant mind can be the biggest enemy,

Until we trigger each piece of your soul’s memory.

I didn’t think life would be easy,

Exactly child, so now you see?

I question my role and purpose sometimes,

Yet, that is what drives you my loving child.

The warrior within is vicious and cruel!

Well, how else did you think you’d be you?

I utilize my dark to protect light,

There is no wrong and there is no right.

I’m half Goddess, half Devil.

Ah, but the choice of the driver is instrumental.

Life’s so full of contradictions!

Stop focusing on the acquisitions.

What’s it all for? What is life? What are we?

Oh, my child close your eyes and you’ll see.

In order to see the bright side of things,

We must understand the pain of the sting.

My brain is my ally and my heart leads the way,

You’ve learned to utilize the challenging days.

Chaotic thoughts and a mental breakdown or three,

Is what lead me to be, unapologetically, me!

-Pam Hunsinger