Careful Consideration

A building resonation

A quiet invitation

A wild, ruthless accusation.

I don’t like you anymore.

A quick and easy decision

I hope it’s one I can live with.

An honest hesitation

A mild-mannered visitation.

Tell me, what am I doing here?

The black in your re-iterations?

The ones I blocked out- consternation-

Gutted me

Flooded me

Completely and utterly

Compacted and mixed in

With complete saturation.

I don’t like you anymore.

Tell me, what the fuck

Am I even doing here?

A sinking soul swallowed

By a promising addiction.

Yeah, I know -

A blinding evolution,

A total dysfunction

Of all we knew then -

The following agitation

Of an ending’s liberation -

I’m still sorting the wreckage

Of my careful consideration.