Can't wait to get home...

Counting every heartbeat that I hear

Opening my eyes and sharpening my ears

Moving with my breath can bring me joy and tears

Inviting vulnerability while you're coming near

Negotiating with my deepest anxieties and fear

Giving space and love to see them disappear

Honest open hearts are talking in the dark

Oblivious to noting what is giving off the spark

Molding us apart as the full moon shining sharp

Endless loops vibrating from all stars to quarks

Together in this chaos we can dance and sing

Open letter from my heart expands on the chance to bring

A bit more clarity to me from me on my take on home

Longing for connection when I shake alone

Living from the ego tends to break my bones

Turning to my heart when I'm stressing being critical

Honoring that part of me and resting in the mystical

Accepting and forgiving is what’s best and typical

Tuning in and listening yet I'm investing in the cynical

In all respect, my intellect detects defects in me with no wish for living

Surrender to the source of all and send me home with gifts of giving