Call Me Delusional

Thought I would never lose you in a million years

Till death do us apart

But I guess people change

Feelings die away

We’re left with just the memories

And I hope that makes you regret your decision one day

I don’t think I have the anger to hate you

Because deep down inside I still think you're still in my life

Call me delusional

But maybe you’ve always meant something more to me

I can’t help these feelings

It’s the deepest cut made by a friendly face

Now I lay awake reminiscing moments that we had before you changed your mind about me

I don’t want to be the bigger person

I want to be petty, angry, and hurt

But That’s just not who I am

Someone who I considered to be forever turned into a never

But just know that if you still need a friend

I’m still here