Broken Promise - Yubikiri

Never have I ever thought that in my life I would have lived a life without you by my side. Your happiness kills me when i’m not the reason of that smile in your face. It kills me inside to see how you can be happy on someone’s else arms. I used to blame myself for not making things work between us, but forgot that you were the reason why I buried all my feelings for you. But it is hard as hell and I hate to accept it! It is hard to know how much I could have loved you, but I can’t anymore! It is hard to know how we lost a love that could be strongly unbreakable! It is hard when I keep talking how we could work out things in the past and not in the present, because we both know how hiding our love distanced us apart!

I wonder if you ever remember me and our memories, because my brain can’t stop thinking of you! I wonder if you will ever come back and tell me all your feelings, because I know that we couldn’t love without hater or regret! But if I am sick to death, will you ever tell me how much I meant to you? And If I die, will you ever miss me?!

Love is real when you find the courage to fight for it as long as it is alive, but once it is gone then what is left to do other than being miserable for what you let go?!

I guess we’re both liars in this “love”. Fearful of the consequences, we gave up! You first and then me following your steps! And how does it feel now that I am not yours?! How does it feel to not know what us could have been?!How does it feel to be with someone and think for somebody else?

How…?!