Blue

I have a responsibility to myself to trust my intuition. Who are you if you don’t trust yourself ? Better yet who are you ? Knowing when to calm down on my own is a blessing I don’t, now take for granted. It lets me know that I have authority over me. Even when I can’t see it , I can now see me breathe like a cool breeze easily bringing calm right back into me. A responsibility but one that will bring peace and serenity. I can say to myself “hey, thanks for choosing me” and not feel sorry for it. That’s something that we all need because depression is real and it will take over with speed. It can be compared to what some may say is having the blues but it is not an attitude that sometimes you can on your own choose. But I have come to learn that all that I need is my soul soothed. What is best for my mental health is what I ultimately choose. I’m choosing to make more boss moves, instead of the ones that may leave me more confused, unnecessary. Getting back up because feeling fragile can be easy, and stress shuts down my body. Now life may be unpredictable in its seasons but a commitment to myself is authority. It’s self-love and it’s maturity, the responsibility doesn’t one bit bother me. Soothing and cooling as the seas that’s the kind of peace that I want within me. Taking back my power and the loyalty to me , that voice in my head that lives rent free. She’s a lot kinder to me, honestly. She learned how to trust our intuition.