Blue Hue

Day by day I'm learning myself, I'm trying to undo the damage done by others, my mother, and me...

My Throat chakra feels completely shut

I have not been able to create as much

..and as passionately as I've wanted to.

Swimming in sorrow, I'm so blue, but I gotta do what I gotta do to see what other hues can I turn into...

Learning about wellness and learning about my pain, grief, and stress has aided me in this mess, has aided me in the understanding of me...

I've been on my own since 16..as if I was navigating womanhood on my own...I've learned why I shined so bright, because growing into womanhood many things have tried to steal my light...So I've been putting up a fight.

My energy has been low, I've been ignoring my phone, trying to get back into me but I constantly face things trying to take it from me..yea my energy.

My energy is sacred, it holds too much value to hold too much pain so I shall remain to feel free, once again depression and anxiety can't get a hold of me. I quarantined quarterly praying some orderly cause I was stuck in chaos formerly now I'm on a mission, my thoughts no longer torture me, I'm flourishing gorgeously.

Have you ever flourished within? Tell me what you feel..tell me what you wish to heal. After this sentence your journey begins, awaken your spirit, and open your heart, we hold all the gifts we need from the start. My sensitivity is my superpower so I'm gifting some to you because even though I'm blue there are many beautiful hues I can turn into. To truly find your power,  when you become emotionally and mentally unrecognizable indulge in the way you attach meaning to the world, acknowledge your hue.