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behind

always ten steps back.

By caylynn Published 3 years ago 1 min read
behind
Photo by Sasha Freemind on Unsplash

i keep slipping behind

day by day

all my peers running marathons

while i can barely walk.

marriage, babies, careers.

it all seems so far away for me,

yet so close for everyone else.

how can someone be both twelve

and twenty two all the same?

why is that child still here within me

while my friends are raising their own.

my friends are on their final relationship

when i haven’t even started my first.

what makes me so behind?

i run and i run and i run

but everyone is faster.

no matter how much my lungs burn

and my legs ache…

i will always stay behind.

sad poetry

About the Creator

caylynn

canadian. adhd. lgbtq+.

writing brings me joy! if you read anything i post on here, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

current icon: chapelle roan

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Nice work

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