Becoming
Becoming the version of me I never planned but needed

I’m learning to love the version of me
with softer edges,
the one who doesn’t get it all done—
and no longer tries to.
The me with tired eyes
and a full, aching heart.
The one who forgets appointments
but remembers lullabies.
I’m learning to love
the woman who cries and keeps going,
who breaks and still believes.
She is not the girl I dreamed of becoming—
she’s more.
Because she lives in the now,
not the before.
She mothers. She writes.
She worships.
Not perfectly.
But fully.
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Author's Note:
This piece was written for Day 5 of the journaling challenge by @loveoffering, and it arrived right on time. Today’s prompt made me pause and really reflect on the unexpected changes I’ve had to walk through—changes that felt like detours but became divine reroutes.
I thought I had to be the version of myself who had it all together. But motherhood—raw, humbling, and beautiful—showed me the woman I actually am. And she’s worth loving. She is both softer and stronger.
Thank you for reading and holding space for this version of me. Every view, comment, and share reminds me that this work matters.
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Let’s keep becoming—together.
About the Creator
Carolina Borges
I've been pouring my soul onto paper and word docs since 2014
Poet of motherhood, memory & quiet strength
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Comments (3)
Raw, humbling, and beautiful - no one has ever captured the essence of motherhood so neatly!
This is so inspiring! I used to be such an organised person who had everything under control, but since having my son, my life is a chaotic mess. I sometimes struggle accepting that I can't do it all.
Well-wrought! This rhyme here was simple and elegant in the best way: "She is not the girl I dreamed of becoming— she’s more. Because she lives in the now, not the before."