Back to this again?

Anxiety Setting in,

WTF back to this again?

I have more haters

then I do friends

Back of my mind, shouting, this is where it ends

, yup ahhhhhhh!, there it goes,

Talking all that shit again,

So I sit and write these words,

as a plea to the universe,

to just take all this pain away,

I can't stand it another day,

People say

you gotta love yourself,

But I could never love,

going through this hell,

Anxiety, Setting in,

Wtf back to this again?

Why all a sudden do I feel cold,

Like disappearing from this planet,

would be problem solved?

I just don't know

how much more I can take

Don't have anyone I know

that can relate,

to my demons, ya

My ptsd, let alone this anxiety

ah shit there it goes again

can't tell whose fake or my best friend

say this is truly the end

To this struggle

to this strife

Ill Lift myself Up

outta this fucked up thing called life

Show the world

My true light

Every day for me

Is a fight

But ill end this battle

with the back of my mind

engraved in my brain

Anxiety setting in again

what did i ever do to

deserve this.