Away from here!
Wanting to start new: to escape memories of abuse!
~ Away from here ~
I can feel you in my heart
the answers made so clear
that's why I know
I gotta go,
gotta get away from here
Find someplace new with
things to do,
away from you.
I cannot help what's happened here
How was I supposed to know,
that this was the way
that God would have it go.
I cannot change the path
in which my life now has to go;
This thing in my heart
won't go away,
And who will ever understand?
So all I can do
is live day by day.
In a place where I can get lost
SWALLOWED
by the crowd,
so that I fit in!
I can feel you in my heart
the answers made so clear,
that's why I know
I gotta go
Gotta get away from here.
Come and go
in my life
as I know,
Nothing but
a stranger again.
No more tears
I promised myself
this time
I'm gonna get out
No more crying
Alone in the night
No more dying
No more fights,
This time
I'm gonna win
Something brighter
something new
Something
so much more
then I ever
imagined,
since leaving
loving you.
Come and go
in my life
as I know
Nothing but
a Stranger again.
I lost so much of my life
and what I'd be doing right now,
making the whole world Happy?
Around me
just so long as some loves me.
I'm not asking for the wholes words love
Just one person will do,
Somebody who can get to know
the things I like to do.
Somebody who understands the kind of work
that goes into discovering a way to get to know
someone with so many different little quirks.
Come and go
as I know
in my life
Nothing but a Stranger again
until the very End!
I'm smiling at the future
and leaving behind the pain,
Looking forward to new friendships
and re-kindling ones
that were never meant to be lost.
And I just know
that somewhere out there
is a new love
a better love
someone who'll see
what to do
about a girl like me,
Learning how to live with a turntable in my heart.
For all the manic sessions
and prayers on my knees
it's not just anybody
that I can let it,
on this earth
Who's left to believe
in God
and what's happened to me,
what lives inside
invisible to the eyes
to realize
all I can do
is bide my time,
until I find those eyes,
where the truth can pass
and the rest can be sweet history
as God attempts to guide the way.
I'm smiling at the future
leaving behind the pain
moving forward to new friendships
re-kindling ones I left behind from days past.
I can feel you in my heart
the answers made so clear,
that's why I know
I gotta go
gotta get away
from here!
In my life
I like a lot of adventure
what's the point of life
and living it
if I cannot see the world?
I don't want a place
to lay my weary head
I don't want a place to rest,
I want to see it all
before the storm from heaven
comes along
and changes everything down here,
I want to live around people
who know what it means to laugh
and dance
and joke around for a while.
Not live my life
Day by day as though
that's all there is to life
to work and home again,
as if there's no hope
no other way
to live
no other way to go,
when there is so much more
to the pictures of everything
that time remains to tell,
God lives without regrets
so then neither should we.
I can feel you in my heart
the answers made so clear,
that's why I know
I gotta go,
Gotta get away from here.
Find someplace new
with things to do
away from you.
I cannot help what's happened here
How was I supposed to know,
that this was the way
that my higher power would have it go?
I cannot change the path
in which my life now has to go
this thing in my heart
and who will ever understand,
so all I can do
is live day by day,
in a place where I can get lost
SWALLOWED by the crowd
so that I fit in.
I can feel you in my heart
the answers made so clear,
that why I know
I gotta go,
Gotta get away from here!
About the Creator
Jennifer Cooley
I've been writing as long as I could hold a crayon! Remember writing my first story like it was yesterday at 5. I remember the details of the day, location, time, excitement & where the story was preserved for all time! Lots Born From That!



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