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Ashen Days

For the "Somewhere Between Here and There" Challenge

By Cristal S.Published 4 months ago Updated 4 months ago 1 min read
Photo by Ian Scargill on Unsplash

A void surrounds my being now,

horizon set as destination,

I’ll figure out it all somehow.

I ain’t yet in the shining white

but black is stranger to me too.

I’m plodding toward newer light

with foggy grey my stopgap view.

The sweetness of the overmorrow

haven’t quite yet reached my tongue.

But the bitter feel of bygone sorrow

has freed my long-exhausted lungs.

Laughter is a visitor who is yet to come

but past are days when tears of acid

turned my cheeks and chapped lips numb.

The rancid smell of dirt and molder

my cells adopted forcibly

is a ghost of past behind my shoulder,

a stepping stone to destiny.

Slight curve at the corner of my lip

gives away a secret, small.

There's joy entombed in muscles, deep.

They remember.

They recall.

My voice ain’t strong,

I cannot sing,

but muted days are in the past.

Whispers,

susurration of my breath

breaks through muteness rampart fast.

More than lifetime’s worth of hurt

has cut me, sliced me, diced me up.

I’ve been beaten, I’ve been burnt,

I’ve gone through years on empty cup.

My gaze, freed at last.

It's fixed.

It’s set.

On beauty, grace, divnity

the horizon promises

amid its flickering serenity.

Mental Health

About the Creator

Cristal S.

I’ve noticed when I follow the path I enjoy most, I often end up swimming upstream. So here I am, right in the middle of it – writing about it all and more. ♡

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  • Sandy Gillman4 months ago

    This feels like such a powerful journey from darkness to light.

  • Antoni De'Leon4 months ago

    So many can relate to the years on empty cup. Love the metaphor. Lovely sad and wonderful poem. Bless.

  • "I’ve gone through years on empty cup." Many lines resonated deeply with me and this was the most. Loved your poem!

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