As life Passes!

~ As life Passes ~

I just sit here and write

as each day in life passes,

mastering my scriptures

for what they're worth

in who I've turned out to be,

as the sign of the times

shines down on me,

with the melancholy

that fills me.

For each moment that passes

and I'm not living up to

my hearts calling,

because I've been hurt

in a way I can't come back from,

as I look at the world

and the understanding of forever,

and what can't be made to change

because of the holy order that runs

every hit of my heart,

Which is invisible to the world;

making it that much harder

living with the feelings of where

finding my score and a place for

me to be living in a way that I can actually feel

alive again,

isn't denied me.

Instead of the holding motion

causing me great suffering and

commotion, that can't stop

the Worlds Future

because of what Time

it is!