Anxious...
a poem by Sam Harty
My anxious attachment style
is a carnivorous beast
with sharp biting mind talk
as eater of my relationships
it makes it's feast.
I try to self soothe,
to self regulate,
but I can't get past
my doubts, inner monologues
and constant debates.
She says she loves me
and to trust her.
I doubt every word she speaks.
the status of our relationship
is beginning to look bleak.
No matter how hard I try,
I remain insecure.
I can't stop self sabotaging.
I create my own reality
because I create my own causality.
She said she's becoming overwhelmed,
but I don't know what to do
to stop this mental mind vomit
and all the things I put her through.
I don't know how to help myself.
I need to end this strife.
this constant need for dopamine
is ruining my life....
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Sam Harty is a poet of raw truth and quiet rebellion. Author of Lost Love Volumes I & II and The Lost Little Series, her work confronts heartbreak, trauma, and survival with fierce honesty and lyrical depth. Where to find me
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Comments (2)
Excellent work. This piece prompted me to self-reflect. Thx 4 the inspiration. I hope and pray that things improve for you.
I relate to the anxious attachment style from my past: now I am unsure where I fit. I question myself in relationships rathe than another person. I am much older than you and do believe, in time, you will gain the security within to help yourself to a big ole portion of love without fear. Well examined emotions Sam!