Am I a past?
a complicated reflection of a love poem
By R.C. TaylorPublished 11 months ago • 1 min read
Photo by John Rourke on Unsplash
Even as time passes like silk against raw skin,
it’s hard not to remember the way you held me
…underwater...when we were meant to swim.
What paragraphs grew between us
like trees that forgot me among rings.
Am I a past participle?
Or the silent, kinetic touch of braille?
Regret reaches out like an oil spill,
coating everything in rose-colored pearl.
Only more time will tell,
whispered among the hallow dreams
from the unanswered clamor
distance now quiets between us.
About the Creator
R.C. Taylor
I write to invoke, to process, to honor, to resurrect, and—sometimes—to grieve but, above all, I write to be free.
Follow along for stories about a little bit of everything (i.e. nostalgia and other affairs of the heart).


Comments (3)
Oil spill/ rose coloured pearl There is something so satisfying about your choice of rhyme here 🥹 Endless stunning lines, this is really well done ❤️
wow, I loved these lines: it’s hard not to remember the way you held me …underwater...when we were meant to swim. What paragraphs grew between us like trees that forgot me among rings.
Your metaphors and imagery so potently evokes that terrible divide that grows in relationships that have gone irreversibly awry! Wonderful poetry like always, RC!