Alone with Love

In Stillness

Utterly feel alone.

My mind wanders,

Beyond my consciousness.

Seeking the answer to my soul content,

Without knowing what I am looking for

I feel completely lost and alone

“Who am I? “

No answer.

In silence, my mind rushes in million miles

Leaving me behind with no one and nothing

In darkness

My eyes open for the first time,

Seeing the truth of life and death

My heart fills with something warm and fluffy

Expelling the water from my newly accustomed eyes.

All I know is

that I am between birth and death,

Alone yet together

with indescribable entities supporting my existence.

Aloneness I feel is

illusion of the world I reside.

The only thing I desire is

that vanishment of this profound loneliness.

In the space between life and death,

Nothing will fulfill the emptiness of my heart

No one will bring me a sense of joy or contentment

until I see and feel the truth of aloneness.

Alone yet together

Alone yet connected

connected to the Source I can only sense but not capable to see

“Who Am I?”

Beyond my bodily existence

Deeply lonesome

unexpectedly hopeful and exuberant

Alone with LOVE.

“Being alone is a power that very few people can handle.” - Budda