ALONE

My pain is invisible to all

My walls are visible to all

I isolate myself trying to find who I really am

Am I the monster they think I am

Or am I just a lonely girl begging for the right attention

They don't understand me how the shadows around me do

I have a unique power that is not yet ready to breakthrough

They walk straight through me as if I was never there

Though I try to fit in

They say I don't belong and just stare

Who was I before I became this girl

Was I ever anything

My life feels like a dream

Like a deep sleep that everything I seek is not what it seems

No friend to understand not even family

Don't ask about my dad because he abandoned me

I swear I can be the devil without even trying

I say everything's fine but the demons around me know I'm just lying

The things you wish for never seem to come true

Instead when you pray it feels like god does not even listen to you

I feel like the true friends I never really had

The ones I claimed were my friends treated me really bad

Left alone in the dark without a living soul

No one, nobody it was just me freezing in the cold

They say I come to great success

Though I don't believe that's true all the positivity I try to force through

It never seems to work instead my negativity wins the battle

Alone is who I am

Alone is forever me

Remember it's only you that can get yourself someone

Not friends or family