All of Her

Her soft skin and the smell of her hair take me away

A paradise where boundaries do not exist

Where I can have her “forevermore”

A one word summary of my lust

In reality her custom is to only allow me a single piece of her

So small yet powerful still

More than enough it is to have and to hold my wonderful portion

Although my peripherals can’t help but notice her whole

A narrative composed of a paradise within a tragedy

All I need is my beauty

I say as my mouth waters over that which is forbidden

A winner constantly being taunted by the prospects of being a winner.

Oh, her entire body is a vision of heaven

I cannot help but to look

Out of focus then ashamedly returning to my sharp spot

Vowing to look no more and to never resent, I fail miserably at both

I stumble on

My mind flirts with my desires to start a revolution in my favor

Knowing that none of her would have any part of that

I smile at what is mine and own it

Happy and content I lie to them but never to my own self

As I compromise every inch of my integrity

Enjoying sporadic random trips to Paradise Island

It is as forbidden as never going at all should be.

Knowing that I could never have all of her

I try on a kiss and then a hug

Not at all before I stare into her memorizing eyes

She is all that I think about

Meanwhile, my heart goes out to what is mine

She, lost in the dark

No clue as to what I do

And more pronounced as to what it is that I cannot do

Her custom is to only allow me a single piece of her

A notion not foreign to even one single piece

Her soft hair and the smell of her skin takes me away

She is my paradise

She and all of her lovely parts are the source of my life

I cannot focus only on my magnificent part

Though I am forbidden from enduring her entire godly body

My destiny is revealed to be that of a tortured one

My Love, my Love, my amazing Love

She unconsciously encourages me to kill myself