all i wanted

all I ever wanted was a family

to love me an accept me

not to push me away and abandon me

i wanted love

But the one i ended up with

showed me envy, hate,

They were no shame of showing their disgust they had towards me

I did everything i can to be on every ones good side

Everything I did never got expected

fall on deaf ears, and blind eyes

No one was willing to even give me a chance

a sister that was always getting me in trouble

a dad who was never there

and a mother that reminded her undying love for my sister

and the hate towards me every chance she got

Acted liked i was asking for a lot

when all i wanted was for a family to love me