All at once

All at once

I pray for clarity while a tsunami of emotions Swiftly overwhelms me all at once

I am a square that no longer fits into the inner circle For I am detached and out of touch

It took extreme discipline to cut her off Our connection was solid and we shared so much

A beautiful angel come through When my path was dark narrow, lonely and rough

I keep failing and falling but by the grace of God I keep dusting myself off and getting right back up

I spread love, give back and look out But it seems like my efforts are never enough

I cannot escape, what my heart desires lives in exile My vices poison my mind and rot my guts

Favor ain't fair, I am not ashamed that I am blessed When I was a fool I swore it was all luck

I pay penance as well as tithes and dues Thanks and praise to the Most high daily is a must

I seek peace I’m attracted to positive vibrations I’m getting too old to argue, bicker and fuss

Love is an enigma, respect is earned If she can prove her loyalty to me, only then will she have my trust

I pray fervently for clarity while a tsunami of emotions Swiftly overwhelms me all at once