aching

I will expose heart and soul to all onlookers ideally nobody exploits and beguiles me

I will keep my heart consistently open and fingers crossed it won't ever get broken

I made a decent attempt and here and there I wind up searching for adoration in every one of some unacceptable spots

I center a lot around the face and understand that behind that it's not extremely decent

it's my top last misstep however I'm so fixated on finding my perfect partner

I persuade myself it's OK and I can look in front of it

however at that point in actuality it finds me even faster