A Poem to Her

Here we go, oh my Oh god where do I even start,

You laugh at all those silly words, so immature, like fart.

And I hate that I never could express the way I feel,

I know that if I did id be left alone for real.

I know that we will be together to the very end,

not together like "together" but together as a friend.

I want to tell you how I feel but I know I never will, instead I'll sit and be alone you could say by my bill.

I'll give you all my time girl, I'll give it all away,

But I know that when I leave you won't be begging me to stay.

Now you might think that this poem is all to do with love,

You're wrong, oh well, give up, you pretty little dove.

This poem is more a lyric for everything that I've seen.

All the crap I've put up with, it's real life this is nothing like my dreams.

Fishing round for words to rhyme here I know I'm going to fail, but I'm trying girl I really am I still want to prevail.

But back to you and how I feel about you many different girls.

Some I love and some I don't but all of you my pearls.

I look after you as if you were a sibling or a sister,

And you go wandering around looking for a random mister,

I'm fucking done with your silly games your selfish alter ego,

So not to be harsh but you're gonna have to go.

I waste my time with all you girls and never seem to settle,

But that one friend within the thorns that little silver petal

No not silver, gold for all her sterling efforts,

She's with me through all your shit and still puts in more effort.

All this fucked up shit you say, I really couldn't care,

yep that's right not care at all, coz that really isn't fair

Wasting my time while you wait for someone else to come and impress,

I'm no one's second best I tell you coz I'm above the rest.

So sorry if this hurts your feelings or if it breaks heart,

You'll think of me when you laugh at all the silly words like fart

See that cycle that's how I feel, round and round I spin,

But never getting anywhere I never seem to win.

You're beautiful and you know it don't turn your face away,

Please girl please I'm begging you, come back to me and stay.

Now I am a hypocrite what the fuck is wrong,

My heart is so confused with what you call your song.