A Poem

Disillusionment

Time returns with a speedy silence

Even a leaf does not stir,

In the peaceful moment of transition-

From time to time where does the soul wander

With the impatience silence of its existence?

Haven't I searched for an answer?

In the ceaseless wink

And the patience of steady lips

Haven't I searched for an absolute solution-

In the cascade-like laugh

( That ends all disputes for eternity).

Haven't I searched In the abundance of a stony heart?

In the fainting bubble of intoxicated drinks

I blind illusion?

In illogical infatuation

Or it's a metamorphosed state called love?

With an army of silence

To chase the fraudulent time-

Hands spread for achievements

In search of her fleeing body,

Stumble in a muddle of a never-ending circle of vacuum

Dissolving with time at times-

Dissolving with untouchable velocity

To curtail the self-centered miraculous noon,

Arrangement for torch-bearing moments

Leading to delight and fulfillment-

To tear down the marble castle

Into thousand pieces

Like scattered trash of rejected love poems

Piercing the foolish fantasies

Like a hangman piercing unlimited thirst to live out of the eyes,

Unpublished existence of conviction.

Then to merge in silence again

When you dissolve into the fancied castle of eyeballs

In a stagnant pool, I drown

With the brilliance of the Mediterranean.