A Few Words for Him

Here I am again

thinking of you.

I know I should be aware of my thoughts

redirect them to anything that isn’t

the idea of you.

But my mind goes back to your hands on me

your eyes on me

your voice when you say my name aloud.

What am I?

Some school girl with a crush she can’t control?

You enter the room and I look for your eyes.

There you are again,

present.

I see you and feel like giving you the world

just to know you are happy.

If I could just be sure

how things are going to end up.

But what would be the fun in that, huh?

So

here I am again

thinking of you.