A day in the life as me
yesterday, today and tomorrow
another day goes by that i have wasted
my future that i tried and painted
the outcome just created pure sadness
that after hours i was left with still a blank canvas
first sleep abandoned me and then so did my dreams
doing nothing is my full daily routine
my motivation has been drifted out of my window along with the smoke from a cigarette
sometimes i even have to get high so that my mind can forget
someone please water me, i am a flower
nearly another week where i have not had a shower
it is hard to explain
but i am tied to my bed with invisible chains
i do not even recognise myself anymore
i can no longer remember what i was even like before
back when i was free…
when i was still me
About the Creator
Kiesha’s Diary
𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎. 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜. 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 ❀
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Comments (3)
This perfectly describes the darkness of depression. So painful and yet eloquently written
Wow very powerful. I feel like I have lost my dreams as well, not a good feeling
I know this feeling well. It's an old friend