A Collection of Thoughts and Feelings

•i dont want to fight•

your words sting like a million bees

stab, stab —stabbing me

short and sharp thru gritted teeth

"whatever" you scoffed.

im sorry…

i didnt want to fight

16.12.2016

•breathe•

it hurts to breathe

physically, emotionally

the weight bares too heavy

my chest is so tight

the air is thin

i feel my lungs caving

i cant breathe

31.12.2016

•i’m not happy•

i force a smile across my face

you didn’t notice again today

i laughed at the jokes

but it doesn’t mean i’m better

is that alright?

i’m not happy— but i cant say goodbye

23.10.2017

•neglected•

neglected

we haven’t talked all day

you wont return my calls—

neglected

you left me here alone

so you can go piss off with your mates...

it doesn’t matter if you asked!

you should know how i feel,

know it makes me uncomfortable

neglected

...you don’t even care

you don’t even care!

19.11.2017

•over two years•

i love you but

im not in love with you

—

and it hurts.

i hurt

21.12.2017

•where are you•

im alone

i feel so alone

isolated

you never talk to me

youre never really here

i am alone

7.1.2018