3 Dates

In the grand scheme of things, you don’t mean much to me

I don’t even remember what it was like in your eyes

But I remember letting you kiss me

Some moments were exciting, but overall I was bored

You tried so hard to get me in bed

Putting beers in my belly and weed in my head

Maybe if you had shown me your soul

Instead of the bullshit

I would have given you more of me

But I still think about you when I walk by the pier

I feel vulnerable for letting you use me

And sad about what we could have had