Why am I terrified to write this?
Will You strike me down for feeling brave to question why we exist?
How would I know if it is You with my divination?
Will it cause separation?
All that do not follow, will they die?
I’m just wondering, how do we succeed in this life?
Feeling confused, I am wondering, why did You create anything?
We can’t win no matter how hard we try it seems
The pain the world carries, will it continue?
I crave to see hope looking outside the window
The rainbow promise, once a symbol
Things no longer so simple
Tired of letting the cards fall as they may
A mustard seed so small, how big is my faith?
This place breaks my heart
The win feels so far
Why do I have to stay here?
Barely making it year after year
What am I doing in life?
Will I ever get it right?
Many families, why are we so damaged?
Can’t seem to get over our challenges
Why do I have to be the first to change?
We all have our parts of blame
Why do I crave love from humans?
It doesn’t feel real, yet I yearn for man
Wouldn’t it be to be programmed to love only You?
Truthfully, I’m begging for you to come back soon
Where were You when I needed You most?
Prayers filling up my notes
To question You feels like blaspheme
When I know that You hold all the keys
Can I just talk to you, please?
You really are all I need
Will you hold me tight?
I just want to be alright
This life and this fight
Gets hard but I can make it with You by my side
And head of my life
So, in the end I ask, how can I know You personally?
Will You show me?
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Note:
These questions, I have the answers to. But at some point in my life - I did not. I am thankful that the things I have asked The Father to show me, that He has guided me to those answers. I understand why others may ask them. Cause I was once there too. But everything you want to know, you can get the Truth. Have to be open to receive it.
Love to all.
About the Creator
Viv C
Words have always been one of my things. I love them. I love to write about any and everything. I don’t like being in one genre, I like to write what I feel and hope that others feel it too.
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Comments (1)
I'm happy to know that you have the answers you were looking for. Loved your poem!