Oops Oops Oops Why i decide to end writing on vocal and then what happen.

When I first thought about writing on Vocal i was full of goals, dreams, and big wishes and i wanted my words to travel a lot.

so i wanted people to read my thoughts.

i wished to see my name shining on the list of top stories on vocal media. I was super excited, almost just like a child who just found a new toy, and that excitement of child was completely connected with my goals and my wish.

That day when I decide to start my first article on Vocal and the every word i was writing was carrying my hope, and every line that i was writting carrying my dream.

I felt like this was maybe the start of something that maybe the step toward life-changing. If honestly i say i was nervous too, but in a good way, the kind of nervousness that keeps you alive.

But before even when i start publishing my first article.I told myself that maybe this would be my last article on Vocal. I don’t know why, but in my mind i thought that it was just an experiment just one try, and then I would walk away it was just like that i had already ended my journey before even starting.

But i kept writing with a little hope .(it is just like a sound of my tired heart)

From the first write i kept writing more and more not because that i was already successful but with a tiny hope (you can imagine)

I believed that maybe, just maybe, the next one will be better, the next one will reach someone, and the next one will bring me closer to my goals and whishes.

And i try Every time I wrote it felt like I was throwing a small stones into the water waiting for ripples to reach somewhere far away. But may be Sometimes my articles did not perform that way which i wished. Sometimes it felt ignored.

But i reminded myself of that very first excitement, the pure happiness of seeing my words alive. and I continued to write.

Writing on vocal understand me one thing that wishes and reality don’t always walk together because i had dreams of fast success but the reality is slow and sometimes disappointing.

But inside every disappointment there is a hidden motivation to try one more time.

At first time when i was writing for my goals and then after sometime i realized that i am writing for myself. My article is a mirror of my thoughts and my opinions and my experiences. Even when the results are not what we had wished for.

The process itself gave me something bigger self-expression.

Yes, I said “opps opps opps” many times when things didn’t go according to plan. Yes, I thought about ending it all again and again. But every time I reached that point, something inside whispered: try again.

May be I didn’t become the top story yet and may be I didn’t reach all the goals.But i know one thing and that is very important giving up after the first article its will be the biggest mistake because through writing more i will learn more about Vocal, about writing, and about myself.

So here I am now still writing, hoping and still trying. My story is not about success yet it is all about persistence.And trying again and again and i hope that the day is nof far of.

And how a little hopes can keep a person alive in the game and maybe if i keep going i hope that one day my article will shine in that Top Story list I once dreamed of.

So we have to stay with patience,work better every time, and try again and again until we reach what we dream of.